Wednesday, August 10, 2005



Just back from a meeting from INTSC
Still unsure of where i should be
On one side, i really want to make a differences like i promised during elections
and on the other hand , i faced so much criticism to the extent that everything becomes my fault. Sure i made many mistakes along the way but isn't it human nature to err?
Looking back on what i did and how some people treated me
I just couldn't understand why
Since so many people find it hard to work with me and i have already make them come to take such a drastic action against me
I really think i should leave. I have put so many things behind for the sake of INTSC and still i failed as a leader. Seriously, i dun deserve to be in anymore
Concentrate on my studies instead
I guess after pondering over what qi sheng said about not letting those people who voted for me down
I guess it is really beyond my control anymore
And seeing people's opinion of me as an undedicated sub com and knowing about the way i worked and how bad my impression was to them
I really feel so bad, not credit given to me yet only criticism about my commitment
then I guess i better not commit anymore

I do have my personal life as well

I hope God helps me make my decision soon