Thursday, July 29, 2004



woot!!!! just finish my PAGES show for students (It was a rehersal for real audience) and it was a great success. Everyone was very happy about the success of the show maybe except for the director.

(He went like.... i am afraid cause i actually expected this to be a disaster but it turned out to be a great success. It is very dangerous u know? i rather it be a disaster then be a success cause it mean that next show you will learn from the mistake and make the show a greater success but this are your friends so dun expect the same response from them 2morrow when the VIP and TP's industry partner comes.And he gradually pointed out all our mistakes.We could understand his pressure cause it is a major event for TP but hey FCUK him dun come and tell us what to do !!! we know what we are doing. Stop scolding the ASM(joanne) FUCK u
Come on Dude we have freaking term test next week and we are doing this show for free.
FUCK me and i quit the show and study for my term test(we can't even get a deferment for it)HEll even business and engineer could get the deferment but why not AS and IT.
FRaking Director. Where your compassion? why why? FREAKINg stressed!!!!) 

Anyway, pass the PC application form to melissa and well, it really seeem like she was avoiding me (it so different when i first knew her for the first week...where she would msg me and reply as soon as i did.... wanted to spend some time with me ... but now .... i know she busy and have many problem ... herself but just give me some time with u....can't figure what she thinking.... can't figure what to do next....can't concentrate on my studies cause of this..... BRAIN FREEZE)

Enough about her.... MUST concentrate on  my priorities now!!!!
Finish PAGES and PASS my term test

Priority
1)seeking after GOD
2)PASS all my 4 subjects
3)finish the PAGES and may it be a success
4)settle affair of my heart

Tomorrow Friday and i hope the show be a success like 2day.
Maybe even more successful =x