Anyway went for PAGES with a heavy heart.. had lunch in a corner and suddenly stunned by a "FUCK YOU!" i looked back and saw grace stand up, threw her food in the dustbin and slamed the door and went to look for huixin.. later i found out the malay guy(production crew cameraman) had used a rubberband to shoot her -.-!!! she is a girl lol FUCKING insentive of u!!!

SHAME ON U

Finish my food and threw it in the bin and left in a puff too.. thinking of her..took 2 bottles of water and went to look for gracie... pass her water and she was complaining to huixin... she stormed out of the auditorium...and i follow suit ... i couldn't leave my brother there alone...

She went to take a puff.....smoke.... she was just telling me that she had completed all her assignment and was so happy and next moment some guy just had to ruin her day. It is guys like you that make girls turn into lesbian and butches cause u are freaking lame and unless, unwanted & to me YOU are a freaking piece of SHIT. FAG

while gracie was smoking i drank my bottle of water and crash the bottle with my cap on, i was sweating , deep inside i felt hot as well.... i wanted to vent my frustration(GOD damn u i am a farking person as well i have my bad day and emotions as well) i wanted a puff as well......thinking back ...... just held back everything .... and continue "playing" my bottle.

Went back with grace and she ask me why i felt so troubled... i was just stressed over studies and now she suddenly treat me likdat.... THank yeah but i can't concentrate well under such circumstances if i fail term test ...... i would be so angry with myself..... Grace told me to let it go and leave her alone..let her miss me... but she avoiding me in the first place. Would she miss me? well i didn't know what to do next just like what my dear mommy grace zhen wen suitation is in.........now...

Went back and well gracie felt better and played with the small cute ballerinas (They are just adorable 7-8 years old =x)She took a few picture of them. Enjoyed herself a while before it was showTime.

Everything was just right on the spot and precise and every1 was at their best. it was a magnificant standing alleviation at the end of the show and the appluades stops 1minutes after the narrator said that the show was over. It was damn great response from them!!!!

GREATest Achievement in all the show i did

With sudden happiness just afront of me, i felt happy but there was another sense of sadness that just lingered around me....i msg her a 3rd time...a MMS and she replied.....Anyway i think till then that i wanted to ask her why?

i wanted to tell her i like her...Just wanted her to know...just couldn't say it out...told her i had 2 tickets (i specially beg for the tickets from my in-charge and she actually call me later to tell me some1 else was picking the tix up for her)when she called me.

Then she admitted that she was avoiding me recently. i didn't want to ask her why cause reason was not even important. Damn pissed. Now i wouldn't even bothered. she want to avoid me then she get avoidance. i always let people i like to have their ways and since yours is to avoid me then jolly well u get avoided. Dun regret what u choose.

Later she called me again and i didn't wann talk about anything so i hang up after saying i was tired. she also didn't wann bother me.. anyway..

well after what i did for her getting those ungettable tickets begging my good brother(Alvin Neo)for her so she has a place in production crew.  She just disappeared from my life suddenly.

I still give her the tickets but from then on, she wun exist ....in my life... Thanks for everything & u wun hear a single thing from me again ok?

Face it, it is my fault rite? Everything is my fault

Moment of truth was out

It was impossible ......or was it?

Or is she sorting out her thoughts?

i dun have answers

Do u?